So exciting to share the woods, turn a lonely trail into a romantic one, have raspberry white chocolate pancakes instead of a cliff bar for breakfast, or to wake up in a tent beside hot coals, so exciting to share the woods, to loaf and be idle, together.
Greeley Ponds Ski Trail, WMNF
Before Leaving For The Greeley’s
soon I will know who I am
soon I will crunch through snow
measure myself in the distance behind me sinking
boot and breath into the spine of who
soon I will discover was my former self
lost like the river frozen beneath
yet becoming
becoming roads
that lead to languages I have never dreamed
roads that are themselves bridges that betray
neither what they conceal or where they lead
bridges that trestle two inconceivable sources
just as it carries me off
so do I
carry it along
the two parallel boulevards
that I try to lose myself in
try to lose me
so, it is my choice to sleep there
nothing makes a place more real
as though snoring and waking
on the banks of diverging selves might
keep my knuckles from grinding
across the surface of myself
just as the river files the underbelly of ice
and the ice chisels the trail around it
I too intend to hack out the horror
that might one day be
with a low grit
and a bold boot
me
Ethan Pond, Mt Willey
“if you don’t believe in reincarnation, take a walk in the fucking woods.”
when breath vanishes from my lungs
kneels before my heart and the green
fountain rises before me and reincarnates
and reincarnates
the long isles lead to only one place
solitude
and it moves across my eyes as floaters
the darting personage the gauzy silhouette
of what is yet
just seeing the mountains draped
across the horizon, things once alive in me
offer their wrists, pollinate
new landscapes and eyes sit up,
eyes that have been snoring
and never in transit
never looking for anything or anyone
gawk at everything and every fallen tree
becomes home or humus
huge downed sails draped the
mountainside, splintered masts choked
by new growth, littered
the steep of Willey with a drowsy entropy
the static in the sky had never been so
obvious to me before, metamorphosing
between the shade and glare
of early may
as if branches of the sky showed their dominion
over branches of birch and their limbs stabbed
into earth only to regenerate into the next
growth, the next generation to penetrate
tomorrows low flying clouds and
make dew of them